rape

i lie there paralysed after the effects of your doing
from fighting aaway when i was anguishly loosing
rips and tears of the cloths that cover my secrets
blood and bruises from yelling " stop it "
eventualy lost all control of my body and mind
all i could do then was whimper and cry
the pain that over came my limp corpes
became so distant as if no longer mine anymore
suddenly feeling numb not hearing him as he spoke
but then suddenly i awoke
suffocated by the battle to keep what was mine
remembering lying there wanting to die
i lied ther paralyzed by the effects of his doing
but have tried to leave it all behind and i'm progressively moving

by brockendreams
posted on 11/29/2007