Please dont be true.

What do I do?
I thought I was done loving you.
I don't want it to be true.
But I'll never be through.
Theres always going to be a place in my heart for you.
I'm screwed.

It's a sick pattern that I cant seem to pass.
This love doesnt feel like its gonna last.
So why cant I keep the past in the past?
I just cant seem to last.

Without you I feel empty,
cold, and dirty.
There are so many feelings for you,
But none sturdy.

I guess I'm just not worthy.
Happiness was never for me.

by Penny
posted on 10/01/2008