please..dont do this.

why are you leaving me?
is it because i am not perfect?
you said you loved me,
but i know now that you were lying.
you never loved me like you
said you did. why did you lie to me?
i loved you more than anything
in the world, and you hated me,
all along.
i wish you would have just told
me how you felt instead of
leading
me on. anything would have been
better than that.
you always told me that we'd get married, have children,
and never be apart,
but it was all lies.
you didnt mean anything you ever
said to me. i hate you for that.

i think about you day and night,
every second, every minute,
every hour. your the only thing
that runs through my mind.
i love you. but you hate me,
you made me hate me.
and these words are deadly.

now that your gone, suicide seems
like the only way to get rid of the pain. i cant live like this..
its too much. im falling apart.

my devil complains..its tearing me up, i dont want to start again.
im lying in my bed, nothing works,
and living hurts. i cannot forget
what you have done to me.
i never will. you've hurt me
so deeply.


by SiouxsieSuicide
posted on 12/31/1969