Perfectly Flawless

I just don’t know what I should do
every thing is falling through
there was never any signs you would be mine
you were just so god damn fine

your smile was always flawless
you were never sad
angry or mad
you were just perfect

she has no idea that
I, am in love with her
I would give every thing to make her smile
to make her life better

but she does not care for me
her hands are wonderful
but they are not mine to hold
and I though you had a boyfriend

but that’s why you were
hold my best friends hand
kissing him on the lips
in front of poor pathetic me….

that image caused me not to breath
only to bleed, it’s the only thing I can do right these days
the lines they are perfect
the blood its flawless
the feeling it brings is wonderful

so why do I still care so much about you?
and your smile
and your hands
its because I have spent over 1,391 days thinking about you
and if I never met you I don’t think
I would be such a good person right now

Thank you for Hating me
My perfect flawless angel

by CrimsonRain
posted on 07/16/2008