Pain

You wouldn't care, would you?
You wouldn't care if I cut my wrist with the blade you handed to me
Or pull the trigger of the gun you said I could have?

No, you wouldn't care if I committed suicide and you found out why.
You wouldn't care if it was your fault.
Even in death, I would still feel that pain,
That pain I have been trying to escape.

I would always know that you never cared for me or accepted the way I am.
When I lost my best friend,
When I had suicide thought,
No, there was nothing to make you care.

No matter what I did,
No matter what I said,
You were never there.
You left me in the darkest moment of my life,
All alone and to fend for myself.

I want you to understand how much pain you've caused me, That has tortured me everyday.
I can't run from it,
Ican't hide from it.
So I will leave this dreadful place
That makes me feel so hopeless.

Because of you,
You gave me no reason to stay...

by BrokenSoul19
posted on 01/18/2008