Open your heart

I sit here wondering what to do,
feeling so lost and alone,
feeling unwelcome and like a stranger
in house i used to call home

Am I really such a bad child,
I just feel lost and confussed,
I didnt know with how i am,
just how much i could loose,

Now, I stand here needing your help,
you look on like you cant see,
that im not ok and under contol,
im nothing im pretending to be,

Please just open your heart once more,
and reach out to me one more time,
im begging with you understand,
and tell me of my crime,

I never wanted you to be disapointed,
I didnt plan my life to be this,
please understand and hold me close,
and give my forehead a little kiss,

I need to talk, to open up,
to be told its all alright,
that everything I wanted from life,
hasnt been lost out of sight,

So I ask of you one more time,
can you just let me in,
can you forgive a little girl,
who doesnt understand her sin.

by Blazen
posted on 01/22/2008