i hear myself breathing,
but i can't feel it,
i hear my heart beating,
but all i feel is its bleeding,
all the chaos,
its more than i can control,
deep inside i feel my bones breaking,
all this pain i just keep taking,
i won't give up no matter what they say,
i just have to live another day,
i want to give up take the knife to my throat,
so many times i just want to cut,
but i can't i won't no not yet,
i can do it just one more day then the pain stops,
i believe, i believe, the echo in my brain,
comotoast and hurt, i think i'm going insane,
i want to keep it in, hidden from the world,
i don't want them to know that i'm a broken girl,
i want to fall down on my knees,
beg for his return,
but i stay strong and hold on just for one more day,
my lips they tremble with the words i want to say,
but i store it in a breaking heart,
he'll come home he will i believe,
with every tear and every prayer,
i feel myself fade farther away,
but i won't give up, never, i love him,
he'll come back if i wait just one more day...
by
Waterblaze3234posted on 04/25/2008