Of Giving up Love and Hate

I sit here with so much doubt
Wondering what life is about
What is my purpose, What is my fate
So I begin to think of all I love and hate
I love the way the sun lights your eyes
I hate how it exposes all your lies
But then I'm captivated by the way your smile lights up the room,
This makes me love you more but it'll only lead to my doom

Cause all I do is make a mask
telling lies to supress my true selflessness
And even though I know my time has come,
I fight it with feelings of helplessness
Your treachery leads to a corrupt feeling
But I can't handle the damage you're dealing
but I can see beyond your smile
the sorrow youre Concealing

Now I know the person so dear to me,
can be so cold and so unyeilding
And that has got me thinking
is it time for a parting?
Should we just go our separate ways?
Or is there a reason that I should stay?

With you I am suffering...

But, Without you I am expiring

The kiss of death will show my fears
Or at least hide my tears
Hide my tears that drown my heart
And leave it cracked and breaking apart
Hating is the purpose finding the end
and I hate how fate consents
and yet I love to just let go
of all the pain and sorrow

You ask yourself
are you willing to stain your hands with sin?
Are you finally giving up or trying to win?

We forget that all of this living is worthless
Everything that can, will end
And once we play that sorrowful song,
All we see is dark; harsh and long




Written by:
darksideofme, Grunty, friendZdogZ, Haylo,
beautifuldisaster, MindTwister, ravenofsorrow, MemoirsOfZidane, Heartbroken120,
RoseOnFire, nothingisimpossible, Darkdaydreamer, Mnin, darknessofcrows,
Slain, danielle, ZackeryDaley, and JamesR

by darksideofme
posted on 10/18/2009