Numb

My senses are numb
I have nothing left to give
Nothing more to offer

I feel no joy, no happiness
No excitement, or relief
All I feel is the numbing in my heart

It spreads through my body
Blocking out all hope of seeing light
It's dark here, the perfect place to become numb

I feel at home
Yet I'm losing, hurting
Abandoned in my own thoughts

The one time I'm left alone
I want it back, that voice
Guiding me, telling me what to do

She scares me
Yet I'm lost without her
I am not home without that voice

This voice, my "protector"
The one I rely on to guide me
Wants to see me suffer

I love her
But she hates me
I will do anything to keep her happy...

I will stay numb for her

by poetictragedy93
posted on 11/03/2009