Now Is Enough

I'm a paranoid lonely girl walking this earth;

constantly, relentlessly forgetting my worth.

If it weren't for this everlasting hurt,

maybe my mind wouldn't revert.

This passion seems okay for a little while;

sharing hugs and trading smiles.

Then I remember you may leave me too,

crying in this vast abyss, cold and blue.

I can almost grasp that evasive happiness
,
yet, at my fingertips it begins to regress.

I wish things could be just the way they are

and I could contently hold all my stars.

Smiling and jesting I try not to think;

now is enough, God forbid, don't blink.

Everything is going to be just fine.....

as long as he loves me when the sun rises.

by amberdawn070706
posted on 09/20/2007