Note To Self:

i walk around here,
kind of in a trance,
waiting for his call,
or for him to come home.
he left so long ago,
but it feels like yesterday,
i dont know why this happened,
why did he have to go away.
my best friend,
my lover,
my life,
my everything.
no one told me to expect the worst,
they never said that you would go,
or that i would be all alone.
they said i would get over you,
it would get better with time,
but time hasnt healed my wounds,
and this love isnt going away.
i told myself it was okay,
that it was normal,
but im still sitting here,
waiting for you,
hoping beyond hope to see your face,
hoping beyond hope you will walk up to me and tell me it was all a bad dream,
and that you are here to stay.

by lost2theWorld
posted on 07/15/2008