Not here

A tear trickles down my face
'It's fake' everyone says
Why do I feel so betrayed?
I care for you and will forever
Can't you see?
Why are you so blind?
you dont believe in my words
But it's your words that have broken my world
my eyes go deep into yours
But for you I'm a blank wall
Can't you read my eyes?
why everything I say to you is a lie?
I want to sit and cry
I feel rejected, dejected
I wish i could end this pain
I've forgotten what I used to be
I've forgotten the real me
Lost my thoughts, my feelings
I'm going numb
You never wiped my tears
you never erased my fears
My sacrifices went unnoticed
It hurts, it pains, it strikes
I can't take it anymore
I'm losing control
I wanted you to listen to me , just listen
i wanted the real you
I hate the mask you wear
Take it off before it's too late
You've always decided our fate
It's my turn now
I wanna forget you
I want you to disapear
I want my life back
A tear trickled down my face
your still not near
Your still not here!

by cravingsoul
posted on 01/31/2008