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when i first met you
you eased my heart fron such crashing pain and devistaion.
though i never told you,
you were what helped me ease through those days.
its like God sent me an angel,
and the next day it was gone
as i would get on that bus
with tears ready to stream down my cheeks
you put a smile on my face.
with your gentle touch
and whispers in my ear
you gave me refuge.
those moments i spent with you were amazing.
being with you made me feel on top of the world.
for once in my life
i felt as though i could fit in,
like for once
someone was actually seeing me as not just a person
but for me.
you took my hand
leading me through the days
showing me hevean.
all that we've built up
has now come chrashing down.
we had it all,
what went wrong?
i no longer know what to think
what to feel
what to say
who's wrong?
is it me or you?
that look in your eyes
when i gave you the news
ripped out my heart completly.
the way you held me
the way you spoke to me
the way that reddish color
batted in your cheeks...
you made my lungs close.
i wish you the best
in anything and every thing.
I LOVE YOU LOGAN,
and i always will
but with all thats happened
im not sure if we can take it all back...

by xwhisperingxanglex
posted on 03/15/2008