Never Ending End

Please take me somewhere real,
I'm tired of living in endless confusion,
This life of nothing,
Nothing but tragic endings.

I don't want this illusion,
I can't take it,
Not like before.
I just want someone to love,
I just want someone,
Someone to love me back.

I tried so hard to give,
But I got nothing in return.
I tried so hard,
But I wasn't ready to give up,
Not then.

In that moment, you meant the world to me,
Have I ever meant anything to you?
I only wanted to make a difference.
I only wanted to make you smile,
For a day,
For a minute,
For a precious second.

But it wasn't enough,
Not for me.
I wanted your love,
Love that couldn't be mine.
I was never enough,
Not for you.

My last wish,
It all has to end.
The pain,
The ache,
Make me stop loving you.

Lost in everything,
Don't know what to do anymore.
You've left me here with no hand to lead me,
Never felt so aimless before,
There's only one thing left to me,
The only thing I know to do.

I will give up.

by Krovi
posted on 11/03/2009