Never Ending

I ask myself the same question
'Why is it always me'
You can always see the tension
But never the begging plee
Heart pounding, tears spilling
Body shaking, defense wall building
Curses thrown, Blood spewing
Your honesty is gone
Your beliefs are always wrong
Hair on the back of my neck stands
While I try to break away from your commands
Voice quivers, scared and weak
Breath is white, cold as nice
Sigh in the end from pain relief
Heart pounding, tears spilling
Body shaking, defense wall building
Curses thrown, blood spewing
Voice quivers, cold and weak
Breath is white, cold as ice
Its a never ending feeling

by ThatUnforgetableCharm
posted on 08/23/2008