Need A Out

do i over think things
do i always want thinks to be perfect
do i alway fuck thinks up
do i have to dissapoint

i am sick of fucking thinks up
i want to be able to do something right
i seem to always be getting in fights
with mom and dad
brothers and sisters
freinds and family

fighting
arguing
bickering

things that don't matter and yet i am in them
issues that don't include me i seem to be in
i don't want to fuck things up any more
but i can't seeem to find an out and it kills me

am out is freedom
not to worry about
messing things up
about not being perfect
about being stress
about being scared
knowing i would have someone there to come to is what i need
and i don't know if any one even cares any more


i need a out!

by truckergirl14
posted on 03/21/2009