my world came down

When my world came down on me
It started when the walls came falling down,
and the roof dropped on top
Then my chest was ripped open
My heart pulled out and shattered
in your hands in tiny pieces like sand
It felt like a big train wreck with bodies
every where like the pieces of my heart
the pieces was too much to put together
only time can heal. I'm too scared of the
thoughts I'm having and losing control.
Right now I have a dark angel sitting in my
shoulder telling me to lose it you'll feel
better the pain will go away. I'm trying to
turn the other way but the more I hear it the better it sounds.
It's easy to end it but it's hard to deal with it.
The hard thing is thinking about the good times
but it's easy to think about the bad. When this happens
the world comes down and it's easy to make the wrong
choice with that dark angel.
The day you left me was the day I died
guts twisted body numb I just want it to end
kill me now let me be in peace.

by italjob2
posted on 03/23/2009