My friend killed her Baby!

Today I lost a friend that Ive had for a while,
we have always been there for each other since i was just a child,
22 years now seems to have gone away,
the pain i feel in my heart is so hard to explain,
you were the one i would talk to when things were going wrong,
when i felt weak you were the one that made me strong,
we had so many views on things i think thats why our friendship last,
but now it seems as though all that is in the past,
you called me at 6 am to tell the morning news,
you found out you were pregnant, but i was more excited then you,
you came over and talked like we always did,
you told me you couldnt see your self having another kid,
you said the word abortion my heart just broke in two,
killing a precious child, a gift God gave to you?
We talked for hours or so it seemed and i thought you'd changed your mind,
that you finaly realized it was all gonna be alright,
the days have passed and your belly was getting big,
your little bundle of joy was no longer easily hid,
then a call that said you were at the clinic,
that you had changed your mind and couldnt go through with it,
like it was a choice GOD left up to you,
you killed your innocent child, how could you?
i feel so empty inside, i feel completely numb,
how could you be so ignorant how could you be so dumb,
you are not the person that i once knew,
she wouldnt have done the things you do,
i feel as though that person has died and you have tried to take her place,
the pain that you have cause can never be erased,
i thought we'd be together forever, i guess the end is here,
this is all thats left of us after 22 years,
May God have mercy on your soul when you get to Heaven above,
and you have to explain to him why you killed this child he sent for you to love,
I miss my friend, but I know I'll never see her again,
Because the person standing in front of me, is clearly not my friend,
Im sorry that its come to this, and I feel so ashamed,
What kind of friend am I, to pass judgement or blame,
Its not that I dont love you and it's not that I dont care,
Its that the friend that I once knew, I cant find anywhere,
Please forgive me, but I hate you cause you killed your baby,
an abortion is murder, there is no "if's" or "maybe"
I love you forever but my friend this is the end,
so the story goes, Michelle & Jana best friends til the end....

by landrysmommy
posted on 03/09/2008