My Bloody Darling...

Why my dear darling?
Why does it have to end up like this?

The ones that I thought were my friends,
Really turned out to be not.

And the ones I had trusted,
Turned out to break it all off.

And you my dear darling,
Ran off without a word.

So I’ll take the dagger you gave me,
And take the slow walk to your house.

I’ll crawl in your window,
And do what needs to be done.

The blood will be everywhere,
So I’ll take a raincoat.

You will be screaming,
So I’ll bring ear plugs.

I’ll do it tonight,
I’ll finish it all.

Cuz you don’t even know what you’ve done,
To hurt me so badly.

I’m walking through the grass,
And now I’m on your driveway.

I walk very slowly, so not to make a sound,
And now I’m by your window

It’s really cold, it’s winter.
And your window is all fogged up.

I rub it to see more,
To see past the fog and dark.

Then I see her, laying next to you,
My mind goes blank.

You had been cheating on me,
You have caused me so much pain.

And made my mind so blurred,
Filled with smeared colors.

Even though I had not entered your room,
The dagger had been bloodied.

The dagger you gave me,
Had done it’s job well.

That really must have been your plan all along,
My darling, what have you done.

It doesn’t matter anymore,
I’ve let myself go, let myself fall.

So now you won’t have to worry,
About me catching on,

My darling…

by LynnDoll
posted on 03/31/2008