My biggest mistake

i regret stepping down
letting things play out
but hell i guess thats life

i left you with our problems
hoping youd resolve them
but all you did was leave me behind

i cant understand why i still care
cant understand why I still stare
at the simple things that remind me of you

I know you realize you were wrong
You realize I was the one
You hope maybe we can put this all to past

im sorry to say some consequences must last

I have every right to hate you
Yet, I don’t in the least
I often find myself asleep
Along with dreams of you that never cease

Hoping id come back to you now is just wishful thinking
But hell even I spent many nights wishful thinking
Long nights with my fist-clenched drinking

Maybe if I drink enough I can forget your face
Maybe if im drunk enough ill forget about my biggest mistake
Hell who knew answers came in a bottle?

by jodizzle
posted on 02/06/2008