Moving on

I'm sorry baby,
But I feel like giving up,
Some unknown reason,
I keep holding on,
Can't begin to describe,
All these feelings inside,
I don't know if I should move on,
One part of my life has found direction,
Another part of me is lost more than ever,
I know what I have to do and I'm doing it,
But it feels so unsatisfying,
With you on the sidelines,
I know you are lost and,
I know you are confused,
It's been 33 days since we parted ways,
It feels like 33 years since we shed tears,
I wanna believe that I can hold on,
I wanna believe that I can be that strong,
Why can I not stop thinking of you,
I should be giving up but my heart won't let me,
I wish I could move on but,
I wanna move on with you,
Everything I do now,
I think of doing with you,
Am I truly losing my mind,
Or are these the same thoughts thats got you in a bind,
If I could tear myself apart,
Reveling whats in my heart,
Would you see why I have a hard time with this,
Or would you simply move on and say,
I am done with this.

by GracelessFall
posted on 10/12/2007