Lost

Ever since I can remember I have always been careful with my heart
Careful to hold tight to the pieces, Careful not to let it fall apart
I have been heartbroken before, but only with amateur love
One day I fell for what he said to me
I began to believe that he truly cared, truly loved me
In a drop of an instant I was lost in love
No one or nothing was able to interfere what I was feeling
I did everything possible to keep him by my side
I admit I was new to this, so I was learning as I went on
There were some things from my past that made it hard for me to move forward
He told me he was there for me, he would work with me
He told me he wanted to marry me, I couldn’t express the joy in my heart, but it showed in my face
I loved him, I loved him so much
I was willing to do anything and everything for him
I opened up, I gave him the best of me
I tried and tried to please him
I put all my hopes and beliefs in him
Then in an instant everything went wrong
I tried to make excuses, but nothing seemed to help
He told me he was done with me
He fell out of love with me
What do you do when you allow you life to revolve around one individual?
I became so blind that I wasn’t prepared to picture my life without him
I begged, I pleaded, I cried over and over again
I admit I am not perfect I make mistakes, But I don’t deserve the pain he put me through
He called me out my name
He marked anything we shared in vain
He left me with no remorse or feelings in his heart
Now I’m stuck trying to see what I did wrong
Trying to figure how it came to this
Somebody, anybody please take this pain away
Erase the pain from my heart
Erase the memories out my mind
Take these tears from my soul
Lord just let me go
Let me free
Give me my voice, give me, me….
~KSC~

by MsKeys1707
posted on 02/16/2009