Lonley

I cant get enough sleep
no i dont want to play command and conquer
I want to sleep with you by my side
no i dont want you to tell me youll be right in
and wake up 3 hours later and you be on the computer
no i dont want to come out and watch you talking to 15 year old girls
who threaten to kill me because we are engaged
and see them talking shit about me
No i dont want to lay there aroused and expect you to want me
just to hear you say "im not even into it"
No i dont want to get worked up by you to have to stop and you leave me high and dry
No i dont want to have a voice and stand up for myself and have to watch your angry eyes
and watch you struggle not to hit me
I dont want to have men in my life tell me they love me
and me have to noble a heart to love you
You mean the world to me
but this has gone downhill
where are we now?

by Chaela666
posted on 12/28/2007