longing

feeling nothing,
i turn to you
and look into
a livley gaze-
sparkling eyes
dimpled cheek-
wishing i could feel
at least one of these days,

looking into those eyes,
wanting your love-
quietly longing
secretly wishing.

not really heard,
i whisper your name
as u look at another-
then i feel the pain.

the shadowed life
i live inside,
overwhelms my mind,
my heart,
my soul.

longing for your love-
screaming inside,
i smother the cry
until it seems to die.

but i know it'll be back
later today-
when everyone else,
has gone away.

by Catwoman772
posted on 06/04/2008