It's all over.

It's all over.
And that much you didn't even tell me.
One call and...
You just said,"I met this girl Brittany and we like each other alot,this is how it has to be."
Then you hung up,you didn't even say "goodbye"
or "Hannah,I'm really sorry."
One click and...
It's all over.

Now we don't speak.
I guess that means our friendship has also hit its peak.
It's not even fair.
I loved you.
You even told me you loved me too.
Tell me something,did you ever really care?
So many times you said you really did,but I don't think so.
Well since we don't talk I'll answer for you,no.
You never did.
On us you've completely closed the lid.
It's all over.

It was all a lie,everything you said and did was a lie!
Well there is a year of my life to be kissed goodbye.
Never to be gotten back again.
God I can't beleive I ever considered you a best friend.
Every morning I would cry over you in the shower.
Every night I would wait until all were asleep to fall apart.
Mascara marks on my pillow and an ache in my head.
Many sleepless nights lying in my bed.
Cry cry cry.
At one point I even wanted to die.
I was lonely and broken with no room to bend.
Everything hurt so bad I just wanted it all to end.
When you're hurting that much you feel like there is reason.
Reason to say...
It's all over.

But that's your voice when you're really hurting.
It's not worth listening to.
Definitely not worth making saying "It's all over" definite.
I don't think you realize how much you put me through.
But I hope one day it all hits really hard.
Because by that point I'll be completely over you.
It's my life,my choice.
Now I'm going to listen to a new voice.
Thanks to you I am worn thin down to the core.
But I'm not going to let you or any of this hurt me anymore.
It's all over.

by AngelicallyBroken
posted on 08/14/2008