INSECURE

The blood runs down my wrists
the cuts are bleeding badly
just like my heart
just like my soul

I used to not be so bitter
now I can hardly
think straight
my thoughts are of suicide
it won't come out of my head
all I know now is pain
I'm fucked up and insecure
I am slowly dying inside
i try to be strong
but all i can do
is be hurt by you

I am becoming something bad
I don't know how to stop it
I do not deserve this
HELL your not even worth it
so why do I feel this way?
why am I going crazy?

maybe suicide
will take my pain away!

by alone
posted on 12/31/1969