In The Weeds

You know that I am leaving.
I'm sure you're going to miss me.

I wish that I could miss you.
But you're never what I'm meant to be.

The voices of aggression.
The heavy arms of reality.

I bear the weight of nothing.
My insides are dead, and gone.

How long does this wait?
How long must I wait?
I wish to move on.
But I only stay.

The fires now burns hard.
When else have I yearned for home?

And still the whining goes on.
You've got to know when to hum.

I had thoughts of just being.
But that's never going come around.

Finally you love me.
But nosebleeds keep me off the ground.

How long does this wait?
How long must I wait?
I wish to move on.
But I only stay.

Forever to berate me.
How about you build me up?

A new method to sedate me.
I guess love is just that tough.

How long does this wait?
How long must I wait?
I wish to move on.
I should just find a place to stay...

Defender of the wayside.
Keeping up with myself and the
Dreams of many people.
Except I'm done with keeping you in one part.
Don't try to seem to like it.
I don't even think you're alive to talk about it.
You feel so distant.
I don't think I'll be here for too long.
That will do.
For you.
That will do.

Can't you see the limit?
The eyelash set a year ago.

Control yourself for virtue.
Don't ever let me dance alone.

In secret I don't love you.
Don't ever let me dance alone.

by Verasailles
posted on 06/11/2008