im just dying.

This drained love...
this tainted love...
this pathetic love...
this painful love...
this deadly love...
this undying love.

My heart was flying when you had it.
Then you shot it down.
You threw it out into the sea...
Its drowning...
its bleeding...
its gasping, not for air...but for you.
please...
please save it...
fix it...
keep it.

You break it...you tear it...and you rip it,
You're a liar.
And that turned me into a cryer.

You just love it when the black is smeared all over my face.
I hold the razor near me just in case.
Just in case if you decide to do this to me again.

You never have anything to say.
So in my bloody bed i lay...
replaying your last words in my head.
Wishing and praying that I could just be dead.

I don't feel like myself anymore.
All these rips, cuts, and burns in my skin are so sore.
I don't think that I can take it any longer.

I cry out for you...I bleed for you.
Am I not the way you want me to be?
If only all my pain I could show you.

Everyday I drown in it..
pain...
blood...
tears...
All of it...
It hurts so bad.
I want it to end.
Please...
just love me back once again.

by taylorterror
posted on 03/13/2008