i want him. [not really a poem]

i want someone who can see me for me who can call me and talk to me all night long so that i fall asleep in class the next day thinking of him someone who can keep my interest &;&; always flip the cards. someone who can take a pen &;&; make magic; much like myself. someone who can see the beauty in life who can have fun &;&; he will never hold back someone who finds joy in little things &;&; never rushes through his day. someone who can see origonality, who wont ever care what people think, somone who will tag shit with me &;&; help me leave 'our mark.' someone who can make me laugh, &;&; stand outside in the pouring rain with me while i protest for world peace. somone who will reble with me &;&; we will scream 'FUCK THE WAR' at the top of our lungs. someone who wont bail when push comes to shove... someone like 'him' good news: ive already found him. bad news: its complicated...


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ive always wanted someone to walk
beside me who wont conform. Who
understands the importance of
independence. Who will rebel and
say "Fuck you Society" because thats
what needs to be said. Someone who
looks at a wall, and sees a canvas,
looks at a person and sees a story
and a new perspective. A person that
doesnt want everything and
appreciates what they have. Someone
who knows complaining gets you no
where. I want a person whos gonna
make there own future exactly how
they want it.


i finnaly found him && i never
thought that it would hurt so bad.
hes everything i want && everything i
need, hes all i ever dream about &&
hes the only thing that really makes
me smile. he can completly be
himslef, he never bites his tounge &&
he amazes me more and more each
passing day. hes you.
...but i cant have him
&& we both know why...



MAYBE


one day things will shape up for us
when we can just put this all behind,
when we can tell society to fuck off,
&& finnaly get that beach house. =]
i know you would shake things up for me
you kinda already do,
thats what i love
you give me hope for tomarrow
seeing your face is enough
to get me through the day.

ugh.
i love you.

by xwhisperingxanglex
posted on 04/14/2008