I love you!

My true love is someone I can never have.
I look at him as we sit by each other.
Bestfriends for the last five years.
I know we will never happen.
But my heart will never surrender the hope.
Oh how I wish that you would see me, as I see you.
Oh how many times, I have sat with you thinking only of the feel of your lips.
We used to sit in your car and have long disscusions about nothing.
Those were my favorite talks.
The ones were we didn't even have to finish a sentence, because we already knew what each other meant.
I told you once of my feelings.
But you were taken at the time.
Sometimes I think you are into me too.
But have never heard you speak anything of it.
Oh how I wish you would say you loved me too.
I look into your eyes and see my happiness.
I look into your eyes and see exceptance that only you give me.
You are my bestfriend.
I tell you everything never fearing judgement.
But the one thing I always wish I could say was that I love you.
But fear of losing you keeps me biting my tounge.
Remember the times when it was just you and me.
And we would just cruise and talk.
You thought I would be bored.
But no matter what we do, if I am with you, I could never be bored.
Oh how I wish you would say I love you.
Spending forever in your arms is a frequent fantasy.
A fantasy that I know will never come true.
Oh how I wish I could say I love you.
Oh how I wish you were mine.

by Yoshigirl
posted on 12/05/2007