I hope he's happy...As he sees my heart brake to pieces..

"Why do u hurt me?!? tell me why?!?...
I wish I could hate you!...
But I cant!!...and I hate it!...
I wish u would understand!..but u dont!...
and you know what I hope u had fun with your friends!
when I was at the mall all alone!..
and while I was at my friends party all alone
while almost everyone went with theyre loved ones!...
I hope ditching me! and making me hurt like noone else in this fucking world
was all worth it to you!!...
I would just wish you could see me crying
to know how hurt I am!...
but even after all this I still love you!!
and im NOT suppose to!...
but I will have to try!...
try to forget this love that broke my heart..
that tore me down to pieces!"

by Blackroseangel
posted on 05/12/2008