I Hate How I Cant Stop...

I don't know what to do anymore
I cant take the pain your putting me through
I used to be but now I'm just not sure...

I hate how we sit up all night
Yelling and Crying our eyes out
Knowing we might as well stop and just not fight

I hate how we both know its best to move on
We are just too scared to leave each other heart broken
Scared we will end up living that break-up song

I hate how we try to put it back together
When we both know its too broken to fix
....Maybe we shouldn't have said forever

I hate how no matter how hard I try
I still cant stop loving you
Yet I'm tired of sleeping on a wet pillow from all the tears I cry

I hate how you say you hate me yet you love me soo much
It hurts to know that I make you hate me
While I sit here all day longing for your touch

I hate how I'm trying to be all you need
As you make me feel not good enough
And each time I try to leave your there on your knees
Making each time more and more tough

I hate how regardless of the pain you put me through
I want to stay and fix this..If only I could
And I hate how much I never stop loving you
Knowing I probably should

by XxWastedTearsxX
posted on 02/29/2008