I dont want you

I dont want you anymore
I dont need you anymore
My heart wont beat for you anymore
I wont let it
I wont let you see
let you see all the tears
and all the fear
I have of finally losing you
of finally being done with you
I wont let you see all the hurting
wont let you see all the bleeding
Im done with being this person you expect me to be
Im ready to be me again
ready to be happy and free again
and although it may hurt for awhile
I will make myself smile
because you want to see my pain
you feed off of my tears
I wont let you get what you want anymore
because, I dont want you...in my life anymore.

by cupcake
posted on 11/09/2009