i always screw it up

evertime i get the chance
to have you in my life again,
i screw it up beyond compare
and i end up hurting myself.
i want so bad to call you mine again
that i act really jelouse
when you talk about other girls.
i dont want to act jelouse.
i dont want to drive you away so much
that you never talk to me again.
you were the best thing
that has ever happened to me.
and i hate that i cant
hold you in my arms again.
i hate that i screw up
every chance that i get to call someone mine.
and i hate the fact
that my mom finds out
everything that i do.
you ment everything to me
and you still do.
that is why i am thinking about you
every second of every day.
i miss being able to sleep at night
without you always being in my dreams.

by coldfire146
posted on 08/05/2008