How Much More?

How much more do I have to take?
When do I get to be free & have a break?
The world feels like its spinning real fast,
And all these thoughts are coming from the past.

As I walk through the halls of this Northern High School,
I feel like a goldfish swimming in a twenty foot pool.
How much more do I have to take?
I want to go to sleep & never awake.

School goes on forever & feels like it won't end,
Does anyone have a life that they can lend?
I don't give a sh!t about anything anymore.
It seems like life is just a big bore.

People think I'm happy but really I'm not,
I want to smile, but find myself frowning alot.
If I were a bird, I'd fly far above,
Wishing & hoping for only some love.

Would it be easier six feet underground?
Lifes like a theater, without any sound.
How much more do I have to take?
A very big sacrifice I always make,
All I'm asking from the God above,
Is to let me fly high, like a real white dove.

by babyboogt82886
posted on 05/22/2008