How It (Can't) End(s)

This is how it ends
nothing more
I will always love her
but it is not returned

so why bother
with this pathetic charade
I have let the cold creep in
removing my ability to feel,
any remorse

More Pain Is needed
bleeding out my heart
I can’t continue on this path
because something like this should not be aloud to last

I will kill it
those feelings with my knife
it has been broken many things
but all of its scars now hold it together

my heart still beats when she says she does not care
and I can still breath in this air
I guess this is what it feels like to move on
I understand that I needed her at one time

she was everything to me
she still is
but I can’t waste away.
I need to stand on my own

I will always be there for her
if she needs me I will come
to her aid because she needs some one
to lean on once in a while

and even if its not me I don’t care
because this is how it ends
being strong, standing up, walking away. And all with a smile
because I can do much better then a ...

by CrimsonRain
posted on 07/25/2008