Hope in Clouds

I was outside the other day
Watching the clouds go by
As the sun shined down
Thinking about a guy
I sighed in the thought
Of me being with him
Becuase we are so different
And the chance seemed dim
I was soaking up the rays
When a cloud covered the sun
I opened my eyes to see
Why the brightness was done
Thats when I saw
The cloud looked like a heart
Wondering why it was there
My feeling began to start
Was it a sign
or a coinsedence I thought
After a while of thinking
All hope had been shot
The could was falling apart
And I felt my heart do the same
I became really das and depressed
While I was sitting in shame
How could I think like that
Like my love might come through
I would be happy again
And it would be me and you
So I got my stuff
And walked inside
Graved my razor to give up my life
And slit my wrists open wide

by HoldingOnForNow
posted on 07/01/2008