He's is not him

Hmmm..
I love him but sometimes he's just so well not right for me. He tells me i'm beautiful every day. Shouldn't i be happy? When i try to tell him how i feel he turns away. He won't listen to my explanation of why i can't be with him. He is just making it hard on his self because every day he falls more in love and i just fall into guilt. I clench my teeth when he says he loves me i bite my tongue to say it back. I don't want to hurt him but living in a lie is killing me. He's talking about wanting to marry me and have a little boy. I just can't paste a smile on anymore. maybe one day i will be able to to fall freely but for now the puppeteer is in control and from my former love he won't let go

by laceylue08
posted on 02/29/2008