He's gone...

I need to feel his arms
wrapped around me tight,
I need to hear his voice
to sleep well every night,
I need him to tell me
it's going to be alright,
but the happiness he gave me
is fading from my sight.
He is telling me to hate him,
he told me that we're done.
Knowing he is mine no more,
I don't want to see the sun.
I want to let the tears fall,
let them pour like rain.
What do YOU want me to do
to deal with all the pain?
Part of me wants to cut,
force myself to bleed,
cuz no one else can give me
what I really need.
So for now it's self torture,
an endless "psycho-game",
until I feel I'm stable,
closer to being sane.
I wish that I could prove to him
my love for him is true.
That I mean it wholeheartedly
when I tell him "I love you".
He will always have my heart
for the remainder of my life.
God only knows how bad I wish
I could've died his wife

by bRoKeNhEaRtEd051
posted on 03/10/2008