He

He is the one I feel so strongly about.
He is the one I love but at the same time am so confused about.
Is that love? To be so confused or is that just lust? Do my feelings betray me or am I in need of trusting them more oftenly.

Whatever this is I know I haven’t felt it before so is that the reason why I’m so unsure of this love?
Because it is all so new to me or is it that I know deep down it is not really love but my need to be liked by somebody.
Whatever it is all I know is that I have butterflies and confusing at the same time.
Happiness and Sadness all in one.
Is that possible? To feel two opposite emotions at the same time?
Well it must be because that is what I’m feeling all the time ever since he kissed me that one sweet time.

by Bry17
posted on 10/02/2007