Guess What?

Guess what im pregnant again,
and do you want to know why?
Yes, it's true I asked if you wanted to,
but I had said to be protected.
But then we got caught up,
and you didn't even pull out like you said.
So whose fault is that part,
it sure as hell isn't mine.
No, i'm not putting the blame on you,
because I know it's my fault too.
But you said you would be there for me,
so far you've just yelled at my pleas.
And now you wont pick up the phone,
making me feel oh so alone.
Your mad at me because I left,
when I left cause you were all over her!
And you should know I'd never abandon,
my friends when they need me there.
And you three were the ones to be bitches,
I expected YOU to answer YOUR phone.
I warned you guys but you didn't listen,
then you get pissed at me for it all.
And I don't think thats really fair,
you're supposed to be there when I fall.
Then I hit you cause you pissed me off,
by having your arm around her.
You know I don't like to see that,
then you break your promise to call.
And now you still are ignoring me,
when you had promised yet again.
Four days of promised support,
that have apparently all been lies.
I understood at first,
day one you had been upset.
Day two your parents wouldn't let you,
and day three we still hung out atleast.
And I even understand today,
but don't promise if you wont go through.
And you told me your getting a restraining order,
for what, me stalking you?
I could get you in trouble for hurting me,
or even for us having sex.
But I just want your support,
cause you know I can't do this alone.
I started having those thaughts again,
that I should stab my stomach and kill us both.
Both me and the baby,
then it would be done.
Now who am I suposed to turn to for that?
My boyfriend, yeah right.
He's not the father,
YOU... ARE...
So stop being such a jerk,
and follow through with your replies.
Cause, like it or not your in this too,
pull out when the baby's all gone.

by gothic666angel6
posted on 12/31/1969