Goodnight

I was in love yesterday
And I am broken today
I am thinking about you
And all I can feel is pain
My deepest sorrow is killing me now
I need you in my life
But there’s no more room in my heart
I’m tired of forgiving and letting go of all the things you’ve done to me
If you love me
Why you didn’t try not to do that again?
And now that I’m leaving you
Why you’re resisting?
Why you’re holding me back
I cried I beg I forgive and I forget
But you didn’t do anything in return
I waited so long
So long for you to realize my worth
But now it’s time for me to heal my own wounds
The scars of a broken heart
I can’t say goodbye
But I must tell you soon
My heart is screaming
My heart can’t take the pain no more
It kills me everyday to see you
Because I know I have to go
I love you
And until the day I say goodbye
I will still love you
My soul is crying out for you
Because I want this to last
But my mind keeps on telling me to end this
But my heart is still longing for you
I know in my heart I still do love you
But the pain you’ve caused me scarred me so deep
That I must let you go
So goodbye my love
I hope God will let me breathe again even without you..:(

by beaubelle
posted on 09/13/2007