Friendship or Destruction?

Blood pours down my wrists
One last chance to save me
You look into my eyes and then you walk away
It's over at last
I think you'll have better than me
It's all my fault anyways
You run away from this like you do everything else
Trying to blame yourself for everyone else's mistakes
The only thing you're actually good at

Sometimes being around you I can't stand up
I need something to lean on before I fall to my own death
"I'll dig a hole" you always say
But you're really digging a hole for two
Lying next to you is me
You brought this upon us, I want to leave
Two more years of this and I don't know what will be left
Will you even make it that long?

by jjxx1992
posted on 11/03/2009