Forgive and Forget

I tried and tried to forgive you and forget that it ever happened.
I sat there for so long waiting to throw the thought into the fire
but
I couldn't
There were so many factors
the trust
the reasons behind it
the way I felt
the pain you caused
As I sat there I wondered
'Why should I?'
then I realized I need to forgive you so that I can move on and deal with life.
I cried and cried and cried
I couldn't stop
my feelings flooded in and I couldn't stop them.
Well guess what?
I'm done trying to fix things
I'm done dealing with you

I'm here to tell you that I've forgiven you

But I could never forget
I could never forget that you were my first love
I could never forget that you loved me
but most of all I could never forget that you hurt me more than I've ever hurt in my entire life

I've forgiven but not forgotten

by bubbles13
posted on 11/02/2009