forget how it was

i hate seeing you like this
over and over he hurts you
gurl, you know i'm here.
but you keep going back
friends till the end but how long is that?
i hope it doesn't come to it
but me or him and i won't look back.

watching this is like a train wreck
no matter how badly i want
i can't do anything to help you
over and over i tried
but still i held you while you cried.
i've always been here
no matter how many years.


he says he loves you
but you feel bad
he fucked her
and now you're the one who's sad
he doesn't regrett it, so why do you?
he keeps going back, he doesn't love you.

i know it hurts
and i hurt to
i hate him for doing this
especially to you.
i'm glad you see it
i'm sad it's happening
but don't be afraid to just walk away.

i'll be your shoulder to cry on
the last voice you hear at night
the one you can turn to
when things aren't right
you know i love you more than anyone else can
no i'm not lez, but i'm your best friend
and that means the world to me

so don't cry any more
even though it still hurts
don't let him know you care
even though he's still your world
just close your eyes
and let go of all those memories
before you drown yourself in all those tears for him.

look away and think back
don't remember the good times
only the bad
remember how he said he loved her
remember how he fucked her
forget how he held you tight
remember he's hers tonight.
don't look so sad
i know it's still a drag
but i promise....
i'm always here.

by emogothjen
posted on 04/03/2008