foolish love

Foolish and yet i still hold on
i am afraid if i let go he will be gone
friendship blinding a love in my mind
is it worth being left behind
he has no idea how good i would treat him
but my choices could end so grim
i want to be able to hold him day in and day out
wht is this stupid feeling all about
just sitting by him shatters my heart
because me and him will never start
my feelings have been there ever since first sight
and i want to hold on with all my might
his voice makes me weak
his hand in mine is what i want to seek
i hate how his girlfriend treats him
she is the reasonm i hate the gym
a friend tells me that we would be cute together
but i dont think that i am going to bother
because i would rather have him as a friend
even until the end
then to screw it up and not have him in my life at all
because if that happened my life would be at a constant fall
so i am going to leave it be
and i hope he will never see
that i will not seek my love for him
even if life is so dim
because it is an itch that should not be itched
because i am afraid to loose you mitch

by angelofthereaper
posted on 05/08/2008