Everlasting Pain

I am hurting
Someone please stop the pain
I am tired of feeling this way again and again
My heart is at ease for maybe years or months at a time
Then I am reminded of the cruelty in this evil thing called life
My uncle never did anything to anyone
He is loved by nearly everyone
Whoever came across his path received a smile
He made you laugh whenever you tried to feel down
He is an amazing and loving person
So as I sit and try not to cry I ask myself and God Why?
Now he lies in the hospital bed fighting for his life
I replay memories of him…
Memories of my life growing up and all I been through now
Honestly this pain is ripping my heart apart
I am trying to stay strong but it is getting harder and harder
My heart and mind is turning darker and darker
I just want my life back to how it use to be
I want my loved ones to be safe and secure even when they are not with me
I don’t want my uncle to die
I don’t want to cry
I don’t want to ask why
So someone please tell me what to do
Someone tell me how to rid my heart of feeling this pain
Tell me how to open the light and shower my family with happiness again
Until then I am stuck wondering why…
~KSC~

by MsKeys1707
posted on 04/03/2008