Endless hurting

Four Weeks later still so mad
Forever lost the life we had
Anger & heartache still so strong
Finally you admitted you did wrong

Feeling guilty hating yourself
Knowing our relationship has now no wealth
Saying your sorry Just isn’t enough
What you did that night was so rough

Feeling the warmth of another guys heart
While I sit here slowly falling apart
It’s a funny world how things turn out
Staying with you but with so much doubt

You still say you love me, you show it as well
But now it’s too late I have become just a shell
I stay with you for now but don’t doubt my intension
It’s not to break your heart but to just feel your affection

I wait for the future to see what plans out
I hold my breath so quiet yet I shout
I tell you all this but then you cry
In preventing the tears then I must lie

It is all forgotten, I forgive you.
But sorry my love, it’s not that easy to do

by Mindsilent
posted on 07/01/2008