Dont know Anymore

It's started again.
When i finally thought it had ended. It began on that one cold night, it sent shivers down my neck, it made my eyes water and it made myself shocked but it made me feel so relieved, it was something i has desperated for. It was something no-one else could give me, something only i could give myself.I felt different this time, i felt like it wasnt wrong, i felt it should be allowed to be done, i felt like never stopping and i still do. Does this mean its getting worse? Or does it mean ive made sense of it all? I dont know anymore. I dont know anymore. I really dont know anymore.

by dakotadarcy
posted on 06/01/2008