Don’t get mad!

You pushed me too far, why?
I told you every day don’t mess
with me I can’t control myself,
I’ve had too many years of being
tortured, too much rage flows through
my tainted veins, yet you tried to make
me mad every chance you got
Why?

Did you want to get hurt?
did you want me to be torn apart?
for what was left of my soul to be taken
from me, that’s what happened cuz
you kept doing what you did
I was a set mouse trap, safe if you stayed away
and didn’t touch, but my trigger was too
easily pushed, and you pushed it!

Why did you make me do it!
Make me throw you to the floor,
my hand around your throat
holding you down, hating myself!
You asked for it!You made me!
I told you to stop!
But you just wanted to be hurt!
You wanted me to break! It took me
years to build that wall and you broke it!

i didn't want to scare you
but i could help it, i left
you shocked on the floor
as i ran away for the door,
i could hurt you, no matter what,
but i got awfully close
and it killed me inside
so i must say good bye

My wall and heart are gone, your accomplishment
I hope you’re happy with yourself!!

by insidemyhead
posted on 05/12/2007